I woke up today to the sound of car horns.I assume the horns came from impatient parents who are too excited to drop their kids off to school so that they can have the whole house to themselves. You know so that it is easier for them to clean the house and get ready for work peacefully. What were you thinking huh?
The Monday blues. I kind of like it today. I woke up,having nothing to be settled. No errands to run. It's just me, the bluey weather and the television. Then around 2 plus, Fatin came my house after school to just hang out. Linda, the mentel girl was suppose to join us but didn't cause she went for lunch with her mum. Just kidding about the mentel part dude. :) Me, as usual was being a fool. I made up lots of songs to the tunes "If I were a boy." Like this one.
"If I were a boy,
I'd give her all my money.
So that she would be happy
give herself a shopping spree"
Another one was this.
"If I were pretty.
I'd be a goodie goodie."
The rest I forgot. Fatin came out with the word goodie goodie. HAHA. Pretty much random.
Then there was another one.
"If I were a cat,
I'd be lying on a beautiful mat."
I know. They sound lame. By the way the cat on my cup is named Pus Pus. Cute right? Just like the owner. HEHE
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What happen to the thrilling rides at escape?So many of the rides have been removed since the day that I went there which was years and years ago. Ok fine, when I was like ten. The very first time I went there was ten and this is the second time I've been there. Six years. Many things can happen, I know. But still. There's only a couple of rides there and trust me, most of it are for children but heck to that. We still ride most of it. And Afifah made me went into the haunted house. That was like the longest 15 minutes of my life, I swear. I'd rather listen to my mum nag. ... Ok not. I really miss all of them and today was just simply amazing.Afifah as always with her crap. HAHA.
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I had my own little countdown by myself while watching tv and having my mum sleep peacefully right beside me.It's time to look forward to a whole new beginning but before I gear myself up for whatever that is rolling into my life, let's look back on 2009. Many things happened to me personally and I have learn a lot, and I mean a lot from all those episodes. And from all of these episodes, I have by my side the most amazing guy I can ever imagine to have and that is, Shafiq. HAHA. I'm sure he's smiling really widely while sneakingly, trying to show off his dimple. :)
Also,not forgetting the top priority in everyone's life, I'm sure. Family. Without them, I don't find any good reason to be living especially without my grandmother and my mother. They are always right there giving you moral support no matter how slow it takes for you to reach your dream.
Then there are your friends. I hate having too many friends because then you get confuse or sceptical about who your true friends are. Therefore,I am not those socialising type. HAHA. There are a few people who made my life more meaningful and colourful. To name a few are Syahirah, Sue, Afifah, Huishi, Stephanie, Atq, Nisa, Fathil, Satria, Diego, Kendra, Hilary, Grace and some others. Of course there are my wonderful cousins. Nabil, Nabilah, Linda, Fatin, Lidia, Shasha, Kak Noi, Hakim and my cutest niece ever, Iman.
2010. A nice even number.
I love my mum.She's just so amazing. We might have disputes and disagreements but at the end of the day I know, she loves me so deeply and I love her so much that it cannot even be measured.Mama, you rock!
Anyway just now, I went shopping. Well actually, I've been going shopping for a couple of times. It's like somehow my guilty pleasure. But today, I don't feel so guilty because my mum knows about it. -.-" She knows I have this addiction of buying things that I adore at first sight therefore she doesn't really like it that I keep shopping. HAHA. And I spend my day with Huishi. We had like so many things to talk about and catch up on. And then Shafiq and his amazing best friend, Helmi join us. All the crazy talks. We were at a shop shoe to get me a pair of shoes. A lady mistook Helmi for the salesman of that shop.Poor boy.
Since 2010 is coming round the corner, I might as well list my new year resolution. I will do my best to fulfill all. :)
1) Be super duper nice to my mum.
2)Start doing household chores.
3)Stop cursing.
4)Do lots of shopping. HEHE.
5)Write a journal.
6)Keep record of all my spendings.
Better not write a whole list just in case some seem to real for me to do it.
Uh ok, happy new year. I lovelovelove Shafiq.
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It's hard to get a balance now. I'm stress.
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Nothing is going to rue my days because I have FOUR off days. Hell yea my life is perfect for now. Now I can breathe properly and remind myself I have a normal life.I wonder at times how Nabilah survived.
And yesterday I went to see Iman. She cried when she saw me. =.= It's because it's been more than a week since I went up. And my grandmama was jerking when I said hi to her. She's so adorable. I meant my grandmama :)I lovelovelovelove her.
I love you shafiq.
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There's something you should know about me and that is I hate the idea of bringing boyfriends to shop with you.For a simple reason. Your boyfriends tend to lie to you and say you'll look good in this dress or this piece of clothing because they might be tired of accompanying you shopping and trying on lots of clothes and still not purchasing any one.Trust me I've seen this scene numerous times at my work place. I'd prefer going out shopping with girls because your friends would be honest and tell you that you look hedious in that dress. Like how just now I attempted to go out shopping with Shafiq but I got so annoyed by the cliche sentences he said. But luckily, Sue came to rescue me.I miss shopping like crazy and so I have to wait for my very first pay before I can really shop. 10 more days to go hopefully.
And even before getting my pay, I owe my parents quite a lot of money. Damn. Santa would you mind dropping 500 dollars in my letterbox and sealed it in an envelope and jot down my name on it because I want to badly shop!Oh. I sound like a spoiled brat.
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merry christmas! I guess I have not been nice all year round hence santa has ignored my wish this year. It's ok santa. I understand your situation plus there's the recession so you cannot grant every kid's wish. So kids, don't blame santa if he doesn't give what you wish for. Perhaps, you could ask your parents to bring you down to toysrus because lately, I've seen a couple of kids proudly carrying toysrus plastic bags with gifts inside that has been beautifully wrapped.
So,I've observed something about certain people here. They don't have basic courtesy and I think that people are getting a bit too pampered. Like when I'm working and my work requires me to interact with customers, but somehow it's the customers who don't give you the respond that you wish they could. Like smiling or saying thank you. Is it due to the fact that people cling too much on the tagline, "customer is always right?" I have no idea. But is it so hard for you to like smile for just 5 seconds or open your mouth to utter the word "thank you?" And what's with people being so kanchiong when boarding the bus. Like they literally go in front of you like as if you're not there. I mean I know I am short but you don't have to exaggerate your eye sight and pretend like as if I don't exist right in front of you. Sometimes when I loose my cool, I tend to scream behind them.No kidding.Like just now, I just did to this middle aged man and he apologised at me. You don't want to mess with me when I'm tired. You will just pissed the hell out of me. HAHA. I sound so garang.
I feel like just blabbing a lot here and so I shall. Did I tell you how much I enjoy teasing Shafiq and his eyelashes?Trust me. He has nice eyelashes that I wish I had. And do you know he gets a little pissed off when I get too sarcastic? Oh and have you seen his adorable niece?Did I tell you how much I enjoy talking to his mother?I think I spilled too much.
I miss grandmama.Grandmama do you miss me? I hope you do.
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I hate cats but I have one name PusPus :O
Monday, January 04, 2010
